The Quiet Afternoon Of An Archeophile
Archeophile, from the Greek meaning 'lover of the ancient past'. Such people are especially intuitive beings indeed, as they feel and dwell on a different plane than most people. They live among us and must adhere to modern lifestyles and responsibilities as we all do, but when they come upon something ancient and old they are transformed into messengers bearing tidings from another time. Lucky are those who keep the company of such sensitive individuals, for that which they see is more than just a piece of sculpted marble sitting upon a pedestal in a museum from some scholarly estimated year or era, but rather the mere sight of the object opens up an entire world which but few are privy. More than simply learning or boasting facts, the archeophile feels deeply the meaning and the depth of the artifacts being viewed, as if they themselves were present at the time of their creation.
Can we really tell the age of the soul of the living, or guess the longitude of the heart of an individual? What we see before us, a man or a woman well dressed and groomed in the current fashion of our day, may not be that person we claim to know at all. For there is another life, a fully alive and conscious being within that body we see before us. Smiling shyly, glancing for but a fleeting second at us though the corner of her eye, as if knowing of a great a secret she maintains we will never understand. No, perhaps we never will, to our disappointment.
Her name in Enderra, and she knows the secret of all things hidden. While the world revels around its lust for money and fame, Enderra is content with little in the realm of the material. Why does she smile at me like that, a childish and somewhat dismissing smile that is not quite demeaning ridicule but almost excusatory of some ignorance she senses about me and all who dare to try and read into her mind to so she might reveal her secret. It will take more than inquiries and interviews to unmask the heart that remains loyal to a promise made long ago to the creator and bringer of life.
The vases and the wine kraters which held the sacred beverage made from the crushing of grapes are decorated with personalities from an old myth, conceived in the most ancient of days. Enderra brings her ear close to the vessels, and listens to the tale being recounted by Pindar and Virgil or that controversial Roman Catalus, describing the longing of lovers and the songs they sing to one another, recalling the love moans of ecstasy as they pull one another's bodies closer, as she Enderra is lulled into a near comatose state of non being by words that seem to usher forth from within her head induced by the chakra of pleasure. Painted upon another vase or formed into some frieze the din of battle suddenly awakens her up from her meditative slumber as the swords of warriors can be heard clanging upon the shields and helmets of adversaries, the blood splattered field piled high now with the dead and the dying, still glorious as they lie about randomly in their golden armor before it will be stripped from their torsos to be taken as a prize and proof of the victor's deeds. Listen! Homer is reciting his story! Yet even in this gory encounter, Enderra knows that beauty, the pursuit of which is a tool of the imagination, can be applied to beautify, embellish and glorify the horrors of war. She ponders a golden chariot on display, its sides clothed in sheets of gold embossed with the emblems of a king, knowing that even the horses that pulled this vehicle were bedecked with festoons of many colors, and were held in high esteem by their owner. Now, she is curiously drawn to a most personal item, as she might study a lone suit of armor and wonders to whom it did belong, its well designed bronze or iron breastplate revealing the perfectly muscled human torso of its owner crafted by a metal worker of incredible talent and skill. Here is the garb of champion who may have attained a victory or met death when, during an encounter, an adversary found a vulnerable place where to thrust their deadly sword unprotected by this well fashioned second skin. The glistening, muscled breastplate and fine helmet, the bright shin guards and shield all speak intimately to our Archeophile, as only she knows the outcome of the battle and the intimate fate of the mighty champion to whom this armor, which rendered its wearer as likened to a god, belonged. Enderra salutes and honors this hero, and places her hand over her heart in gratitude for mighty deeds performed in battle long ago, and forever keeps the love of this hero in her heart.
Beautiful women draped sometimes minimally in many folded chitons and tunics grace the gallery, with deeply contemplative downcast eyes or they display the fortitude true matriarchs manifest in day to day living. These are the visions of otherworldly dimensions reincarnated into our own plane of existence. Marble and skin are as one, rendered life-like by the hands of the passionate artist who believed, in the heart, that immortality can be achieved if one could only, with years of discipline, muster all the talent and strength within and bring forth such a masterpiece. Here are the goddesses of our imaginings, the muses of our inspirations, the holy mothers and daughters of our feminine selves and yes, even the warrior matrons who stand guard to defend their sisters who bring forth life and pass on to the young the virtues and principles of their society. For close by are the bearded men and the trim youths who dally on their own in a state of ego consciousness, believing in the myth of their supposed superiority, a false fabrication created by men, for men, about men, egotism in its purest form. To counter this worship of the self looms a warning, a well armored Athena who outwardly embodies the powerful, true inner soul of the matriarch.
And when life has completed its term here in this dimension, as every life, whether human or beast will eventually taste death, the ancients embellished the arks and sarcophagi meant for a final place of rest or transport to that place beyond with carvings. Carvings of supernatural beings or singular events from myth decorate this place of permanence, Helios the Sun god receiving a visit from Selene of the Moon, surrounded by melancholy, miniscule cupids and angels from Olympus. More often than once Enderra gazed upon some ancient battle from the age of heroes, for these ancients did hold close to their hearts in life that entity called war, which tested intimately the resolve of men in life with the ever present reality of its end. Perhaps the tears we shed for those we permanently lose to death are the source of the river of compassion which in our own world is lacking. In war as in love, there is a price, as for some there is victory while for others, only defeat.
The name Enderra is from the ancient Illyrian language, appropriate in its meaning- She Who Dreams.
Images from Metropolitan Museum Of Art
and Model Colleen Aschoff by Hava Arifi
and Model Colleen Aschoff by Hava Arifi
Ismail Butera, Copyright 2020