The Saga Of Love
Many, if not most of the world's creation myths speak of a female deity or entity representing the original, primordial state of consciousness. The Indian Kali and Durga are manifestations of Shakti, the feminine essence of the universe. The goddess Inaana of the Sumerians later known as Ishtar among the early Semites are indeed powerful and important, creating order out of chaos with their might and will, fighting the forces of darkness and negativity, doing so with a fearsome energy and sense of will. Nuut protects the Egypt with her arched body, acting as a barrier between Earth and Heaven and causing the Nile river to never fail. These early female goddesses were compassionate and loving but also strong and formidable. They were seen as no different in temperament from common human beings, indeed with faults of their own- the sole difference between these deities and humans being that they acted in accordance with righteousness and justice. The power of the feminine lies not in their being merely all powerful and mystifying, but aslo in being human-like in their endeavors, reactions and behaviors, thus truly possessing the ability to act as guides to inspire humans towards virtuous and proper action. They are without question the personification of the caring Mother who is truly the head of her domain, dutiful and independent, subservient to none.
The Illyrians were an ancient people, speakers of an Indo European language. They lived in the western Balkans and interacted with the Greeks, the Romans and a related people known as the Thracians. The Illyrian nature-worship belief system may have been descended in part from the older Pelasgians, said to be the original inhabitants of the Balkans. The fascinating story of Perit, a female deity known as 'she who sculpted the Earth' is probably a very ancient story indeed. Her work of creation, carving the mountain valleys and the river beds, is performed as a labor of love. All alone, she desires company and so divides herself in two, creating Man from her masculine half. However, her creation goes astray and she seeks justice all the while acknowledging that her act of creation may have been a mistake. Thus the standard for human beings has been established for the world, the sadness and pain of every woman who has given all for love, is set for all time.
The Illyrians were an ancient people, speakers of an Indo European language. They lived in the western Balkans and interacted with the Greeks, the Romans and a related people known as the Thracians. The Illyrian nature-worship belief system may have been descended in part from the older Pelasgians, said to be the original inhabitants of the Balkans. The fascinating story of Perit, a female deity known as 'she who sculpted the Earth' is probably a very ancient story indeed. Her work of creation, carving the mountain valleys and the river beds, is performed as a labor of love. All alone, she desires company and so divides herself in two, creating Man from her masculine half. However, her creation goes astray and she seeks justice all the while acknowledging that her act of creation may have been a mistake. Thus the standard for human beings has been established for the world, the sadness and pain of every woman who has given all for love, is set for all time.
My composition is written and told in the style of Balkan bards who are the heirs of the ancient Illyrians, such as the Albanian 'rapsod' or the Montenegrin 'guslari', who recite tales and legends often accompanying themselves on ancient instruments in a style Homer might have known in his time.
In the age of Dardanus, father of all, of the gods
It was decreed the word which would become law
She who perched her nest high atop Tomor mountain
Among those who claimed descent from the Eagle
Must seek the spirit of the mountain, queen of the rocks
That all who would seek to rule the land and their children
For without her blessing all the desires and dreams of Man...
Zana be her name, the all powerful, the very soul of the land
She Zana, spirit of the mountains and the hills
With Ora of the lakes and rivers, streams and waterfalls...
Without her blessing all endeavor would certainly fail
As a horse might falter slipping on a rock
Watching over the terrain, it was they who guided Perit
She, who did flatten the plains, allowing the fire
From within the earth to belch forth
Her forge and bellows for her handiwork
Did she carved the river gorges and shaped
The mighty mountain peaks, the inner caves of the Earth
To hide the gems and precious stones for a future day
To the lowland swamps where men plowed the fertile fields
To gain of their sustenance, toiling daily
Thus she formed volcanoes, and also the hot springs
Of boiling water, the smell of sulphur ever present
Fermented by the mud and dirt cast down from high places
After years of toil and sweat carving the Earth as we know it
Perit rested, sweaty now and panting from exhaustion
Lonely now, she desired company...
For she was alone and the silence was far too much for her
So she separated her male half from her female side
For she was of two genders, the right and the left
The male and the female powerfully intertwined as one
And thus she created Man, whom she named Burri
A companion and accomplice, in love and harmony
Did the two dwell together
Perit was a goddess of action and will
She gave to Burri all that he desired and needed
In joy and in ecstasy did she proclaim her deed...
“I brought ye here, therefore it is I who must provide for you
Ask and ye shall receive, for thou art my companion
I shall be here for you always, my love and my soul
As we both will dwell in this place together, happily
The carved mountains and valleys, the gouged river gorges
This place which I have created with my arms and muscle
That give a path of relief to the raging waters
From the heavens above, all this I share with you"
One day Perit gave birth to a baby girl
And the couple were overjoyed
Her name was Bija, a child of light with precious eyes
Perit and Burri were happy and they celebrated
For many years, day after day they partook of the dance of life
Singing unto the spirits of the mountains and rivers
A song most joyous and happy until the day of darkness arrived....
The day their daughter Bija became a maiden, a woman
Her eyes were full and bright like the Moon now
Burri eyed his daughter with evil intent, with a lustful heart
Her figure shapely, her breasts ample, her curves inviting
Burri, not knowing work, the skills of the hunt or seeking sustenance
Knew not the responsibility of maintaining life and property
He fell prey to his inner lust, the call to damnation
One day as Perit was out hunting, seeking game for food
But she didn’t have difficulty finding her prey
She did not need to seek and stalk this time, as she always did
For a lone hare came to her, and recited a prophecy-
“Accept me as thy sacrifice, for today your life will change
Throw thy spear with conviction into my heart, for on this day
You too shall be wounded deeply
This is the price you must pay for daring to imagine
That ye could create anything on your own
Thou has carved the rocks and cleared the forests
Rendering them into plains and fields
And into mighty mountain ranges that encircle the seas
Oh goddess, hast thou not heard the cries of pain
From those trees and stones as ye cut and forged them?
When ye thought to render them to your own desires?
There is a price for everything you touch
There is a price for living, a price for even being alive"
Perit could not fully comprehend what the hare
Was trying to say, thinking these words a ploy
To ward off impending death at the throw of her lance
To escape the fate which awaited him
She Perit, spoke-
“Think thou not that thy words might spare ye, oh grey hare
I shall slay ye and eat of thy flesh, yes
I and my Man, and my child, for we must endure
Survival is the way of the living, not the dead
Thy flesh will taste sweet when roasted over an open fire
This is my world, my land, and thou art but an inhabitant
You have a home due to my carving of the rocks
Into mountains and valleys have I rendered them
Be still, as your death will be swift indeed"
And with that she cast her spear with all her might
Entering the hare’s chest and protruding from the other side
The small animal closed it's eyes and died in an instant
Perit carried her motionless catch on her back
She brought it home where she was to prepare a fire
So as to cook her prize to feast upon that very evening
But as she was gathering some wood for the fire
To her amazement she heard human cries and moans
Coming from behind a great rock
She went to investigate and witnessed the unthinkable
The unimaginable, the greatest impossibility...
There was Burri, mounted atop his own daughter, Bija
Engaged was he in a most lewd act
Bija was crying and screaming, and resisted his advances
Scratching, tearing and biting at her father’s face
In an attempt to defend herself
The bloody marks upon his visage were evidence
Of her struggle, in vain, to ward him off
For she was powerless to resist his great muscular strength
Which pinned her as a lion pins a gazelle
And he continued his savage thrusts amid her cries
Unaware of Perit’s arrival he continued
Deaf to her approach, blind to all awareness
Due to the state of lust into which he had entered
He continued his thrusts as he clutched the young beauty
Who by now had ceased her screams, reluctantly accepting
Her terrible, inevitable fate
Perit was shocked and enraged at the sight of this betrayal
nd rushed to the aid of her daughter
She firmly took hold of Burri’s legs as he performed his lustful deed
And in the throes of her anger she, with all her might
Threw him over the rock, far over the mountains
Where he landed forcibly in some lonesome valley
However, poor Bija, so enwrapped tightly as she was
Caught within his mighty, loathsome embrace
That she too was accidentally thrown along with him
Burri landed on the soft side of a riverbed, stunned but yet alive
But the beautiful daughter had fallen now from his sweaty clutch
And fell to her death in the stone laden chasm below
Her mangled body now crushed, ripped and bloodied
Lying upon the rocks forged by Perit’s own handiwork
Perit stood silent on the cliff’s edge, unable to speak
Tears filled her eyes but she was unable to look down below
Into the valley where her beloved daughter lay
Her body motionless and still, once breathing but now dead
Perit was in a state of shock and disbelief
Still unable to fully understand what had just occurred, or why
She began to contemplate the words of the hare who informed her
That as he would be wounded by her spear so she would know pain
Death for a death, a deed for a deed, this is the law of living
She took a deep breath and let out a great moan
Like that of a wounded she bear
Or as a wolf howling at the Moon on a lonely and cold Winter’s night
She cried, then wiped the tears from her face with her hands
After she was able to compose herself, the great Perit
Stood on the cliff edge of the mountain where she and Burri
Together built the home and life of her dreams
Given in love, joy and generosity
Perit called out in a stern voice that echoed across the valley-
“Be it known that thou hast broken my trust oh wretched man!
What a despicable act you have comitted
With all that I have done for you!
Never will you dwell here with me again
And you shall live out your days
In that lonely valley, with the snakes and the scorpions
As your companions and friends
From this day forth, let there be a solemn word for all
Who enter into an agreement of trust
The solemn word shall be called Besa, a sacred oath
Of loyalty and fealty
And let there be death for those who dare to break this word
A thousand curses on those who break the Besa
Upon them and all their families
For a thousand years, until their name and memory
Is wiped from the Earth, forever
Thou hast broken my heart
Until now did I think myself immortal
I shall live out my years here alone, until the day I pass
From this miserable existence
Once again is the dominion of the Earth returned
To the great spirits of the mountains and the lakes
Praise be to Zana and Ora!
Who will watch over the land and the people
Never granting power to tyrants and evil doers
Reminding all that we are powerless
For our existence here is but a dream
The land survives, that which I carved with
The muscle of my arms and the sweat of my brow...
The mountains, the river gorges, the plains
The rocky shores, all of it
All there for the future generations, to live upon
Or to make war upon each other
As humans see fit, as men will see fit
For men will surely destroy this world
Though they be created of woman, they are
The breakers of trust and the lowest of creatures
May all their doings be cursed with vagueness and insecurity
And their work forever regarded with much suspicion”
Perit ordered some eagles to fetch
The broken body of her abused daughter
And bring it back to her proximity
When the great birds returned she clutched Bija tightly
Kissing her forehead repeatedly
Rocking her lifeless body to and fro
As she did when she was an infant in her arms
Blending her tears with the blood upon the dead girl's face
Singing in monotones that song which would become known as vajtim
The chant of the dead...
“Oh my dream, my vision, where have ye flown?
Innocent one, ‘tis I who brought you into this world
And I who dared to think I could create your destiny
Nor will you carry on my lineage
Never will you embrace the arms of a lover
Nary will ye know the joy of the hunt
The pleasant song of birds are not for your ears
Or the sound of fish splashing about in the rivers
Forgive me, for it was out of love and need that I acted
Fooled and tricked by the man vision I created for my own desires
The old hare was correct, there is a price for everything in this life
The hare paid this price with his... I pay with the life of my daughter!
I damn this creation which I alone have brought forth
Woe is me and mine, forever, woe unto me and mine
For what I have done”
Then she Perit once again stood on the precipice
And called out to all the world-
“From this day forth let it be known
To all the descendants of generations to come
For any of you to be a ruler among the nations and the tribes
Know that they must come to this mountain
And seek the guidance of the great spirits Zana and Ora
Who will surely test them as to their dedication
And as to their truthfulness
And if these would-be chiefs are proved worthy
They will be granted their blessing
If they are proven not worthy
Let them be cast down into the chasm below
Their crushed bodies a reminder of
My own poor Bija’s crushed body
Which lay there alone and innocent
Her young blood mingling with the river's flow
For those who pass the test of Zana and Ora
They who rise forth to take command of the tribes
And lead their people to victory
Let their lives be a story recounted when they die
So that when they leave you, sing of their glories
Or sing then of their evil deeds
So all will know who they were and what they did in life
Sing the vajtim and sing it loudly!
This will be a warning that would insure
They live a life of noble gratitude and justice
Rather than one of trickery, evil doings and lust”
These last commandments were thus delivered
Echoed in the valley by the birds, insects and the animals
Until the time of the coming of men
Citing that all beings will do what they see fit in their time
Though humans have no knowledge of what the future may hold
Or how one’s actions will affect others on the morrow
Perit looked up at the mountain peak where Zana and Ora
Dwelled among the clouds that surrounded these mountains
She asked for their forgiveness, to which they gave
With that Perit looked around once again at her home
Now tainted with shame, then looked up at the high mountains
Which seemed to pierce the clouds
She closed her eyes and then, without hesitation
Sprang from the cliff, plunging herself into the valley far below
Her body crashed upon the rocks and resounded with a great thud
All the animals of the hills and the forest cried out as one
Mourning the death of the great goddess
Who once sculpted the Earth
Perit's blood and being became as one with the fast moving river
The violently churning waters now
Like the foam and bubbles produced by
Those helpless unfortunates drowning, thrashing about
Waving their arms to save themselves
The violent churning became red, white, green and golden at once
Thus the swiftly flowing water became known for all time
As Lum i Shkumbi, the River of Foam
How foolish then, are the created ones?
Those beings, all of them, Men and beasts
Born into this prison of existence
Nothing can be done about our situation
As we have no choice in the matter
No chest of gold or silver will deliver us from our destiny
There is a price we pay to be alive, to exist, a costly payment indeed
For the very experience of living
But to live accordingly, with honor and dignity
With the knowledge of trust and law
This is what assists us with the pain of the reality
So we can pass on to our children our stories
They who will dwell in a realm we can never hope to see...
That we might be remembered one day by those
Who come long after us, who will tell our stories and recite our tales
In the realm of multiple tomorrows
Copyright Ismail Butera, 2018
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